It has been a long time since I last wrote and entry. A lot has happened since the beginning of the year. Some good, but a lot of negative. If only there was a way to carve out the negative that has happened and focus on all of the good things that I have experienced. But I can't seem to do it at the moment.
Good things:
1) Weddings - I have been invited to/attended seven weddings since the beginning of the year. All of these have been close friends who have taken their lives to the next level. Hell, my brother got married this year. It was a great weekend with old friends and family. May everyone's lives be that much better with their new spouse.
2) Babies - Three of my close friends have welcomed babies into the world since the beginning of the year. My sister and her husband are expecting in November.
3) Parents moved to Germany - They are finally able to do all of the travelling that they have spent their entire lives hoping that they can do. It will be a great two years that they get to spend there together.
Bad things:
1) Cancer - I was diagnosed with stage 2 Hodgkins Lymphoma on July 3rd. It has certainly taken a lot to get used to calling myself a cancer patient. I don't know just how much it has taken out of me, but it is a lot. Not sure where this road is to end, but I do see a light down the long tunnel.
2) Poor choice in roommates - Once again, I made a bad decision with concern to a roommate. I met a girl over the internet and thought that I could help her out. In the end, she leeched off of me for 3 months and on her way out, she took out a credit card in my name and took off back to Indiana.
3) Poor job performance - Again, I find myself on the wrong end of training. I started the year learning a new job. When it came time for my evaluations, I once again performed to my stellar capacity and severely hosed them. I think that someone is trying to tell me something.
Well, there are the highlights of the year so far. Maybe someone could help shine a light as to a reason. I begin to wonder at times what direction I should put my life towards. It is a question that I need to contemplate deeply on.
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